I will break this into two updates, because it would be rather
unwieldy and probably pretty boring all as one. So to catch everyone up, I had an interesting journey south to Chennai after leaving Rishikesh and Delhi. I took AC sleeper class, which has coves off of the main walkway with three tier bunks on each side of the walls. Unfortunately, I had the bottom bunk, which also serves as a seat during the day, which means that when everyone else wants to wake up in the morning, I have to get up too so they can sit on it. Also, it is impossible to sit all the way up during the night, because the middle bunk is folded down and you will smack your head on it. So about 30 minutes into the train ride, I make friends with these navy guys on their way home from a break, and manage to get into a political argument with one of them. Fortunately, this didn't make the whole train ride miserable (although I thought it might for a while), and that same guy ended up being terrifically nice and waiting with me for my friend when I arrived in Chennai. After 36 hours on the train, I arrived at 7am in Chennai Central Station to discover that... Miyako wasn't there to meet me. The nice navy guy, Nitin, lent me his cell to call her- after calling her 80 times and not getting through, I called her dad. At this point he starts yelling for her and I realise that yes, she's actually still asleep. She lept out of bed and came to pick me up- all the time Nitin waited for me to make sure I'd be okay.
I spent about 4 days in Chennai, bumming around with Miyako- we went out to eat, went to beachside restaurants, went to a club at a nice hotel, went shopping for suits, rented movies, and took a day trip to Pondicherry and Auroville. One day I took a day trip by myself (which for some reason, I was totally terrified to do) to Mahabalipuram. The bus trip there was weird; it was two hours and my first time on a bus in India, and this jerk kept trying to put his hand on my leg and pass it off as just being because the seats were cramped. Mahabalipuram was beautiful- I drifted about and took some photos, did some hiking, had lunch, sat on the beach and wrote, and after I got my skirt covered in sand and seawater (I couldn't help playing in the ocean a bit) bought a cute pair of pants that I know mom will want to steal from me.
A note to Andrew: I started writing a letter to you here, because it was on one of your recommendations that I decided to go. I had been getting bored in Chennai and remembered you mentioning this place, so I decided to run off there for the day. I will probably never send you this letter, its a bit wrinkled from sea water and completely rambly. But I was thinking about you all day! And by the way, your assertion about Chennai being the armpit of India- I have a better idea of the meaning now.
And Nat- I ran into a CSer in Pondi who apparently had stayed with you in Belfast right before you came to see me in Tokyo! His name is Dima. Weird, no?! Small freaking world, I love CS!
From Chennai I decided to head off to Tiruvannamalai for a few days. Without any plan I took a bus there, for 5 hours, and then upon arrival realised I had no money. So after an hour of searching for an atm in the heat of the day, I got some money and then for lack of any better plan, asked an auto to take me to Ramana Maharshi's ashram, the only place I knew of in Tiruvannamalai. It was getting late on in the day, so when I got to the ashram I just started stopping people and asking them if they knew of any decent places to stay. Eventually a sweet woman pointed me to a local German bakery and a few guesthouses nearby. So I got a room for 3 dollars a night above a local shop, and went and had some dinner at the bakery. It was at this bakery that the next amazing thing happened- I met a girl from Tokyo named Aya, who lives quite close to me and actually knows where my house is. So I spent the next two days with her- going to puja and bhajans at Ramana's ashram, eating, talking, going to a performance of carnatic music by two incredible violinists, doing the 14 kilometre pilgrimage around Arunachula in the heat of the day, eating wonderful real south Indian food at a local restaurant with two tables and flies everywhere served by these lovely women who thought it was hysterical that foreign girls were eating there, and did a pilgrimage up to Ramana's cave barefoot. It was beautiful, it was the first real spiritual step of my journey in India. The walks around the mountain and up to the cave were powerful- it is a place that is supposed to elicit accountance for previously carried karma; many people have accidents or strong experiences in this area as the mountain removes the built up karma in all at once. This place is not entirely a restful one; every day it evokes new turmoil and uncertainty in you, and through a day of meditation and contemplation you begin to center yourself, only to find that it starts all over again the next morning. However, there are places of profound peace to be found here; places where contemplation can be done and there is a sort of temporary cessation from the weight of the world- the meditation hall in Ramana's ashram, the cave with its little garden where Ramana stayed in the mountain, random moments of music and puja and eating food from a banana leaf in the heat of the day. This place reminds me somehow of two wonderful teachers I used to have- one would always set my mind in turmoil, thinking and studying and struggling to understand, only to understand wholly the shallowness of my understanding. This teacher also brought my emotions to the surface just with their presence, and I always left feeling like my perception had been rocked but also stretched- I grew immensely from this interaction. Then there was my other mentor, who I would go to after periods of confusion and unrest, in whose presence I always became calm and clear-sighted, and who expanded my awareness and ability to grasp concepts but in a slow, level way. This is what Tiruvannamalai was to me; this is why I think I will need to find my way back there at some point or another, because this brief experience I feel is not yet complete.